cHeEr!! :)

 i love cheer to pieces...but have you ever done something that you cant stand then the next day you love it! :) ya well thats kind how i am with cheer but i am now back to the point where i love it to pieces :) and i hope it stays that way!!!

today cheer was successful! 

for my routine i have to have a

standing handspring, handspring tuck

round-off handspring layout

 and a standing tuck

i have been working on these things for it seems like foreeeever!!! 

so about a week ago i got my handspring handspring tuck and that was a happy day! :) then i got my layout...that was another happy day! :) so that leaves it to the tuck..ug! i have the weirdest mental thing where if my coach stands there i will do it perfectly and land it! but the minute i know she isnt there i freak out! WHY?!?!? haha so today i did probably like 60 or 70 or 80 tucks well probly not that much but i did A TON!! my coach just telling me "i just want one....you can do it!!!" every time i would do a tuck i did each step right and then at the very end i would bail and touch down! oh i can not tell you how mad this made me that i would do it when she stood there but whenever she walked away i wouldnt! then finally the best thing ever happened...I DID IT!! :) i was just soo frustrated so i was like im doing it just one more time and i landed it! it felt so good! i was sooo happy! and now i am proud to say that the dumb mental thing is gone! i am never letting that stop me again!